if something is meant to be, it will be. i don't know about you, but i'm a firm believer in fate. everything happens for a reason, and sometimes the reasons aren't very clear. some we find out almost immediately, and some we live our whole lives trying to figure out. why you met someone, why you lost someone, why things happened the way they did. i'm constantly thinking about this. but ultimately, i know that everything ends just the way it's meant to. nothing i do can change the outcome. it always ends well, and if it doesn't... well, it's just not the end. it's that simple.
it was fate when i met my best friend. i don't know if she remembers how we first met, but i always will. and it's a moment i will always remember too. no matter what happens in the future, i met her for a purpose. everyone comes in your life with a purpose. truth is, i don't know where i'm going with my life. i'm just taking it day by day. but having a friend always by my side makes life all the more enjoyable. yeah, stuff happens and people change. but when i always have her to turn to, it makes me feel like i'm not a complete screw up. it makes me feel like i'm doing something right. it makes me happy that someone wants to actually be with me. so for that dear friend, i thank you. i thank you for everything you've ever done for me. you are the most incredible person i've ever met. i know i haven't known you for long, but does that really matter? when you care about someone, it doesn't matter how long they've been around, what matters is how long they choose to stick around. everyone has someone in their life that makes them look forward to the next day. thanks for being that person for me. thank you for helping me except that things change. thank you for remembering all those little things about me and not because i remind you, but because you actually pay attention. everytime i go somewhere or do something i think "you should be here with me" and i think of all the things we promised to do and all the places we said we would do because the truth is, i miss you so much.
anyway, i guess what i'm trying to say with this post is that fate has a way of figuring things out. and fate helped me meet you and i couldn't be happier.
good night :)
